In Sacramento California, there's a concept on the streets called NineOneSickness (based off the area code 916).... from our understanding it's a darkness that is you. Most gangs talk about deals with the devil, and how it brings darkness and makes you nauseous. Some time ago, maybe two years, I was invaded with what I believe to be a demon. Remember that thread about dreams and I drew a pic of what I saw at my bedside, well after I felt my soul release, the next day I felt my body being pushed into my.bed. you guys said it's a side effect of sleep paralysis, but my best friend of 20 years and I talked a few days ago and he said in his religion that means a demon is trying to invade you. Since my soul was released before that, I know it entered me. I believe myself to have the sickness. I will make a video tomorrow for you h4344 explaining this in detail.
An hour ago I wrote what I was thinking. Its poem form, so bear with me and try to picture this in third person as I did when I wrote it.
An hour ago I wrote what I was thinking. Its poem form, so bear with me and try to picture this in third person as I did when I wrote it.
Quote:
Originally Posted by my brain
It's cause we want errything to be to flawless;
But I'm just sittin in this darkness ;
And now I'm asking if I'm heartless;
I'm sorry girl but baby that's the way it's always...gone be!
Cocaine nostrils got me hyped inside, errything fights and I know they gone die ;
There's blood on my shirt and I'm contemplatin suicide;
But uh_oh look another failed attempt, I tried;
Bed under my skin and I'm feeling high;
But it's rough when I cough and gotta close my eyes and see the death of the world from under this sky;
I lay here in pain, the ceilings caving in on me and the walls are getting closer to me, everybody is unhappy with me.....
But I shift gears, now picturing myself fillin my brain with some lead right near;
If I do go through it will put my mind at ease, or maybe I should overdose on these pills right here;
Acid, used to roll it on my tongue like peppermint, yeah, but masses, errything is ashes as I'm watching Lake Placid, blasted.
It's a trip into my mind and I'm one of a kind so I stay here seem weird and watch it all fry.
But I'm just sittin in this darkness ;
And now I'm asking if I'm heartless;
I'm sorry girl but baby that's the way it's always...gone be!
Cocaine nostrils got me hyped inside, errything fights and I know they gone die ;
There's blood on my shirt and I'm contemplatin suicide;
But uh_oh look another failed attempt, I tried;
Bed under my skin and I'm feeling high;
But it's rough when I cough and gotta close my eyes and see the death of the world from under this sky;
I lay here in pain, the ceilings caving in on me and the walls are getting closer to me, everybody is unhappy with me.....
But I shift gears, now picturing myself fillin my brain with some lead right near;
If I do go through it will put my mind at ease, or maybe I should overdose on these pills right here;
Acid, used to roll it on my tongue like peppermint, yeah, but masses, errything is ashes as I'm watching Lake Placid, blasted.
It's a trip into my mind and I'm one of a kind so I stay here seem weird and watch it all fry.